Infinity + 1 Chapter 8

Infinity + 1 Chapter 8

Memphis, 276 BCE

The air in Memphis was thick with incense and sweat. Ptolemy II Philadelphus, Pharaoh of Egypt, lounged on his golden throne, his lithe body draped in translucent linen, his fingers idly stroking the neck of a panting slave. His mother, Berenice, watched from the shadows, her kohl-lined eyes sharp as obsidian blades.

Berenice found him not in prayer, but in the act—his lithe body pressed against a Cypriot slave girl, her wrists pinned above her head in a grip that bordered on devotional violence. The girl’s breath came in sharp, fearful gasps, her skin gleaming under the oil lamps like gilded sacrifice. Ptolemy’s mouth traced the curve of her throat—not in tenderness, but in clinical fascination, as if testing the give of flesh beneath his teeth.

“You interrupt my studies, Mother,” he murmured, not stopping. His free hand slid down the girl’s ribs, fingertips pressing just shy of bruising.

Berenice’s lips curled. “Studying what? The art of wasting your seed?”

Ptolemy laughed—a sound like a blade dragged over marble. “No. The art of breaking.” He tightened his grip, and the girl whimpered. “She thinks herself in love with me. Isn’t that adorable?”

The slave’s eyes met Berenice’s—wide, wet, begging. Not for rescue, but for forgiveness, as if she’d sinned by existing in his orbit.

Berenice stepped closer, her shadow swallowing them both. “And when you grow bored?”

Ptolemy’s smile turned serpentine. “Then I’ll gift her to the priests. Let them divine omens in her screams.”

The girl shuddered. He kissed her brow—a mockery of blessing—before rising, leaving her trembling and untouched in the pooling silk.

“Now,” he said, straightening his robes, “what do you really want?”

Berenice’s eyes lingered on the trembling slave girl, but her mind was elsewhere—already calculating, already threading the silken cords of power that would one day strangle her son if he strayed too far. She tilted her head, watching as Ptolemy smoothed his linen with the vanity of a man certain the world bent to his pleasures. How fragile that certainty was. How sweet to taste the cracks before they formed.

“You play at cruelty like a boy with knives,” she said, circling him slowly, her bracelets whispering secrets with every step. “But cruelty without purpose is waste. It stains the hands, not the soul.”

Ptolemy smirked, savoring her words as if they were incense curling in the air. “Purpose? Must I justify pleasure now? Has Egypt grown so poor in gods that a man cannot worship his own hunger?”

“Worship,” Berenice repeated softly, letting the word coil around her tongue. “You know nothing of worship, child. To worship is to empty yourself—become a vessel for something greater. You,” her gaze flicked to the shivering girl, “merely take. Like a jackal with stolen meat.”

The insult slid past him, or so it seemed. He turned his back on her, too quickly, and reached for a carafe of wine. Behind his eyes, though—flicker, a spark. Doubt, small but bright as a thorn under skin. Good. Let it fester.

Before he could speak, the chamber doors groaned open. Arsinoë glided in, a vision in alabaster silk, her anklets chiming like distant bells. The air seemed to tighten around her, sweet with lotus and something darker—aniseed and venom. Her smile was the smile of a woman who never needed to bare her teeth.

“Husband.” She knelt, not in submission, but in performance, her movements slow enough for the watching slaves to memorize, to whisper about later. Rising, she brushed a speck of dust from his shoulder with the intimacy of ownership. “Mother.” She inclined her head toward Berenice, her tone smooth, unyielding.

“Daughter,” Berenice replied, and in that single word lay centuries of dynasties warring in silence.

The Cypriot girl had curled in on herself, forgotten, like a broken toy. Arsinoë’s eyes lingered on her for a heartbeat, then dismissed her as though she were less than air. Instead, she turned her full gaze on Ptolemy, lashes heavy, voice soft enough to slip past his armor.

"Another tax revolt in Thebes," murmured his wife, her voice honeyed with false concern. She pressed a goblet of wine to his lips, her fingers lingering too long. "The peasants say they starve while you feast."  

Ptolemy sighed, waving a lazy hand. “Crush them. Burn their granaries. Let the vultures grow fat."  

Berenice smiled—a serpent’s smile. “Spoken like a true king."  

“They whisper in the halls,” she said, “that the gods grow restless. That omens darken the Nile. But what do omens matter, when you command the stars themselves?” Her fingers brushed his wrist—a feather’s weight, enough to ignite the vanity thrumming in his blood. “Still,” she added, almost idly, “it would soothe them to see you offer… devotion. A sign. A sacrifice.”

Ptolemy laughed, brittle and sharp. “And who shall I sacrifice, wife? One of these pale flowers you scatter at my feet?” His eyes raked the room as if choosing, lingering cruelly on the slave girl, then swinging back to Arsinoë. “Or should I pluck the bloom from your own vine?”

The challenge hung there, taut as a bowstring. Arsinoë let it stretch, then snapped it with a smile. “If my death would make you a god, beloved,” she whispered, “I would bleed gladly.” Her hand pressed against his chest—just above the heart, or where a heart should be. “But Egypt needs more than blood. Egypt needs faith. A king who commands awe, not gossip.”

Berenice drifted closer, her voice a shadow wrapping theirs. “She is right. The people starve while you drown in honey. They look to the priests, not to you. Even the priests doubt.”

“And what would you have me do?” Ptolemy snarled, the mask slipping for an instant. His hands clenched, the veins rising like Nile snakes in flood. “Stand in the square and beg their love like some… Macedonian whore?”

“No,” Arsinoë said, velvet over steel. “Stand above them. Higher than the pylons, higher than the falcon’s flight. Show them a sign no man can deny.”

Berenice’s eyes gleamed, catching the torchlight like molten gold. “The priests say the oracles thirst. Give them what they crave.”

“And what is that?” His tone was mocking, but the edge had dulled. They could smell it—the softening, the slow unwinding of his will.

“A vision,” Arsinoë purred. “A miracle, born of your bloodline. A feast for their blind eyes.” She let the next words fall like pearls into a pool. “A bride for the gods.”

The silence that followed was almost holy. The crackle of oil lamps, the hitch of a slave’s breath—every sound sharpened, drawn tight around the unspoken. Ptolemy blinked, his mouth twisting first in disbelief, then in something darker.

“You would give me another wife?” he said at last, a sneer lifting his lip.

Arsinoë tilted her head, smile flawless. “Not a wife. A vessel.”

He studied her, searching for the trap, the jest. But Arsinoë’s eyes were mirrors, and in them he saw only his own reflection—crowned, eternal, haloed in flame. Desire curled through him, hot as desert wind. To be more than a man. To be a god.

“And who,” he asked slowly, “will bear this… honor?”

“Leave that,” Berenice murmured, her breath a ghost against his ear, “to us.”

The words slid into him like venom, sweet and paralyzing. He didn’t notice the glance that passed between the two women—quick, sharp, glinting like a blade in moonlight. Nor did he see the way Arsinoë’s fingers closed briefly over Berenice’s wrist, a pact sealed in silence.

Ptolemy only heard the bloodbeat of his own desire, drowning out reason, as the women stepped back into shadow—architects of a kingdom he thought he ruled.

The doors of the great hall yawned wide, and Ptolemy emerged like a sun-god come to blind the unworthy. Or so he imagined. His robes were heavy with gold thread, a mantle meant to command awe, and yet—when the court turned as one to face him—their eyes slid over him like water over polished stone.

No gasp of reverence. No sharp intake of breath at his radiance. Only silence, thick as mud, broken by the distant whisper of sandals on marble.

Ptolemy’s heart stuttered. Just a beat, but enough to make his throat tighten. They look past me. The thought slithered in, cold as a Nile eel. His pulse climbed, scraping raw against his ribs.

He forced a smile—serene, divine. Raised his chin. I am Pharaoh. I am Horus reborn. The stars move at my command. But as he descended the steps, he saw it again in their faces: the glaze of polite indifference, like priests before a spent altar flame.

His palms slicked with sweat beneath the weight of his rings. For an instant—blinding, vertiginous—he saw himself as they saw him: a man drowning in honeyed rot, his crown a shackle, his throne a stage.

He nearly faltered. Nearly. A tremor rippled his breath, then was caged behind clenched teeth. He straightened, summoning the mask, the smile, the voice that could still command legions.

“Rejoice,” he declared, arms outstretched, the words ringing hollow in his own ears. “For Egypt stands eternal beneath my rule!”

A murmur rose—obedient, bloodless. Courtiers bent like reeds, their brows touching marble. And yet… their eyes. Always their eyes.

He laughed, sharp and brittle, and the sound cracked the air like a whip. “Bring wine!” he barked, desperate to drown the silence.

But the court knew the truth: Ptolemy was a puppet, his strings pulled by the women who surrounded him. His thoughts were shallow, his appetites base. He cared only for wine, carnal knowledge, and the glint of gold.

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The chamber smelled of cedar oil and blood. Thin curls of incense smoke writhed toward the painted ceiling, where gods danced in colors older than Rome.

Berenice knelt before the idol of Hathor, her fingers moving through the air as if weaving threads no mortal eye could see. Behind her, Arsinoë reclined on a lion-legged couch, her beauty luminous and terrible as moonlight on a blade.

“She must be perfect,” Berenice murmured, not to Arsinoë, but to the silence between them. “Not merely untouched, but unbroken. The priests will taste weakness like rot on the wind.”

Arsinoë’s anklets chimed when she shifted, each note a ripple of scorn. “Untouched?” Her lips curved into something almost tender. “Do you believe such creatures exist in this court?”

“We will make her so.” Berenice rose in a single sinuous motion, her bracelets whispering. “Scrub her skin raw. Strip her tongue of every word she ever learned. When the oracle takes her, she will be nothing but a hollow reed for the god’s breath.”

Arsinoë’s smile deepened, and for a moment the room felt smaller, the walls heavy with listening shadows. “And when she is gone?” she asked softly.

“Then Egypt will believe again,” Berenice said, her eyes gleaming like coins at the bottom of a dark well. “They will kneel—not to the priests, not to the omens, but to the god who walks among them. Our god.”

“Our puppet,” Arsinoë corrected, sipping pomegranate wine. The liquid glowed like fresh blood.

Outside, the Nile whispered against its banks. Somewhere, a girl was being dragged from her mother’s arms.

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The first omen came as a whisper, thin as papyrus smoke. The ibis fled Memphis.

Ptolemy laughed when they told him, though his teeth felt loose in his skull. “Birds fly,” he said, waving away the trembling priest. “Fetch me wine.”

But the whispers multiplied like locusts. A calf born with two heads. A black sun staining the morning sky. The Nile swelling before its season, red as rust for a single night.

He told himself it was nothing. Tricks of weather. Lies of peasants. Yet each night, the dreams grew heavier—thick with the stench of honey and rot. Faces swam up from darkness: his mother’s, his wife’s, their smiles sharp as crocodile teeth. And behind them, always, a girl’s eyes—wide, pleading, devoured by flame.

He began to avoid mirrors. The first time he caught his reflection—truly saw it—it was not a king that stared back, but a painted husk with wine-stained lips. A body bloated with softness, skin gleaming like a carcass left too long in the sun.

When he walked the palace, he heard them behind the walls: the dry rustle of silk, the murmur of voices that ceased when he drew near. He caught fragments—vessel, omen, blood bright as dawn.

The fear was a serpent coiled in his gut, sliding higher with every heartbeat. He drowned it in wine. In women. In the sweet oblivion of lotus smoke. But even then—especially then—he felt the tug of unseen strings, the weight of hands that were not his own.

One night, in the blue hush before dawn, he stumbled into the temple court. The altars burned low, and the priests knelt in rows like shadows carved from stone. At the center stood a figure draped in white. A girl. Her hair shorn, her wrists bound in gold.

When she lifted her face, Ptolemy’s breath locked in his chest. For in her hollow gaze he saw not fear, not hope—only a vast, consuming emptiness. A reed, hollowed clean.

He turned to call for his mother, for his queen—but they were already there, standing in the dark, their eyes gleaming like twin stars above a desert grave.

And Ptolemy knew, in the marrow of his bones, that the gods were hungry—and they would feast on him last.

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Then, one morning, the desert spoke.

A Bedouin trader, his face wind-scarred, was dragged before the throne. "Great One," he gasped, pressing his forehead to the tiles. "In the wastes beyond Bahariya… the sands have coughed up bones of giants.”

Ptolemy’s boredom cracked like thin ice.  The desert spoke, and Ptolemy listened.

“Bones of giants,” the Bedouin rasped, his knees grinding against the turquoise tiles of the audience hall. His voice was parched, a thread of sound unraveling in the heat. “Great as obelisks. White as salt. The wind uncovered them… and the sand will not reclaim them.”

The court murmured, a ripple of silk and suspicion. Priests pressed their foreheads to the floor, whispering prayers sharp as knives. Beyond the columns, the Nile shimmered like molten bronze, heedless of omens.

Ptolemy leaned forward on his throne, the gold biting into his forearms. For the first time in weeks, something pierced the fog of wine and narcotic bloom that clung to him like a second skin. His eyes glittered, hard as lapis.

“Giants,” he said, tasting the word like honey on his tongue. “From whose bones were they carved? Gods? Titans? Or lies fattened by thirst?”

The Bedouin shook his head, sand cascading from his turban. “Not lies, O Radiant One. I have seen them. Ribcages like the ribs of ships, half-buried. Skulls big as shrines. The desert has vomited up its dead… and they are not like us.”

The hall exhaled—a long, shivering breath. Priests darted glances like minnows in dark water. Some crossed themselves with the sign of Horus; others murmured invocations to Osiris.

From the shadowed peristyle, Berenice stirred. She had not spoken since the Bedouin’s entrance, but now her bracelets chimed as she stepped into the light. Her smile was a blade sheathed in silk.

“Bones,” she said softly, her voice sliding over the word like oil. “Not idols. Not omens painted on the sky. But bones. Something the people can touch, can fear.” She paced slowly, her eyes never leaving the trader. “How far beyond Bahariya?”

The Bedouin swallowed, his throat clicking like dry reeds. “Two days beyond the last well. Past dunes that sing at night. Past… other things.”

“Other things?” Ptolemy’s voice cracked like a whip.

The man’s hands fluttered helplessly, birds beating against a cage. “Lights,” he whispered. “Shapes in the sand. Voices when the moon is black. But the bones—” His words tangled into a prayer.

Berenice’s eyes gleamed like coins at the bottom of a cistern. She turned, slow as a serpent uncoiling, to face her son.

“Do you hear, child?” she murmured, low enough that only he could catch it. “The gods have thrown open the tomb of the world. And you… you shall be first to kneel at its threshold.”

Ptolemy straightened, his blood singing with a fever he mistook for destiny. For weeks he had drowned in whispers of famine, revolt, omens curdled with dread. Now the desert had flung him a gift—a relic vast enough to smother doubt beneath its weight. Giants. Bones too great to deny. Proof that the earth itself bent to his reign.

He rose, and the court bent like wheat before the wind.

“Summon the Guard,” he commanded, his voice ringing against the painted vaults. “Harness the chariots. We ride at dawn.”

A susurrus of awe slithered through the hall. Priests prostrated themselves, chanting names old as stone. Slaves scurried like ants, their bare feet slapping marble.

And in the hush between commands, Arsinoë glided forward, her beauty luminous and cold as moonlit alabaster.

“Husband,” she said, dipping her head in a bow that concealed the knife-edge of her smile. “Shall I ride with you? Or tend the temple in your stead?”

Ptolemy’s gaze swept her, lingered. Her presence was a balm to his bruised pride, a mirror reflecting the god he longed to be.

“You will ride,” he declared. “Let Egypt see her queen beside her king when the giants rise.”

“Giants do not rise,” Berenice said lightly, adjusting a clasp at her shoulder. “But myths… oh, myths walk on two legs.” Her glance slid between them, sharp as a kohl-lined blade. “I will ride as well.”

Arsinoë’s smile did not falter, though her anklets sang a discordant note as she shifted her weight.

“As you wish, Mother.”

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They rode at dawn.

The desert opened before them like a mouth—dunes rippling gold beneath a sky bruised with heat. The air tasted of iron and old secrets. Columns of dust rose behind the chariots, banners snapping like flayed skins.

Ptolemy stood tall in his car of gilded cedar, his armor blazing with lapis and electrum. To the watching columns of soldiers, he was Horus unbound, a sun-lord sweeping toward eternity. Within, though, his heart beat wild, tethered to visions of ribcages vast as temples, skulls grinning through the sand like fallen moons.

Berenice rode behind him, veiled against the sun, her eyes narrow slits that drank every shift of wind, every quiver in the dunes. She spoke little, but her mind coiled and struck in silence. Bones meant power—power wrenched from the earth itself. If the priests could claim them as omens, so could she. Perhaps more so. A sign of divine favor, bent to her hand like a reed to the flood.

Arsinoë, pale beneath her crown of lotus and gold, kept her gaze fixed on the horizon. She hated the desert—the glare that stripped even beauty to bone, the silence that left a woman alone with her thoughts. Yet she rode, lips curved in a smile smooth as polished ivory. Let Berenice plot her spider-web dreams. Let Ptolemy gorge on fantasies of godhood. The queen’s patience was deeper than the Nile. And patience, she knew, was the knife that never dulled.

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On the second day, the dunes changed.

The sand grew paler, crusted with salt. The wind wailed through hollow places, making the earth sing in notes too deep for mortal throats. Shadows pooled where no sun should cast them.

Then—they saw them.

Ribs, arching from the earth like shattered colonnades. Vertebrae big as wine-vats. A skull half-buried, its eye-sockets gaping black against the glare. The bones gleamed under the pitiless sun, white as the teeth of some colossal god.

The column halted. Even the horses shied, foam flecking their mouths. Soldiers crossed themselves with trembling hands. Priests fell prostrate in the salt-crusted sand, their voices breaking like reeds in the wind.

Ptolemy stood frozen, the breath punched from his lungs. Not lies. Not whispers. Truth, vast and merciless as time.

He raised his arms, voice ringing against the vault of heaven.

“Behold!” he cried. “The earth bears witness! The blood of gods runs in our veins!”

A roar swelled from the ranks, raw and rapturous. Drums thundered. Trumpets split the air like lightning. Men flung themselves flat, mouths pressed to sand that had kissed the bones of giants.

Berenice watched him, her face a mask of piety, her thoughts a storm. Beside her, Arsinoë lowered her lashes, hiding the curl of her smile.

For they both knew: the bones were not the end.

They were the beginning.

And Ptolemy—poor, gilded Ptolemy—was already standing on the edge of the grave he called eternity.

Berenice drew her veil tighter, shielding her face from the wind—and from the sudden ferocity blazing in her son’s eyes. He was intoxicated, drunk not on wine but on the promise of divinity gleaming in the salt-white bones.

“He believes,” Arsinoë murmured, stepping close so their voices would drown in the susurration of sand. Her lips barely moved, her smile frozen for the benefit of watching priests. “More than I dared hope.”

“He is a child with a torch,” Berenice replied softly, her bracelets chiming like distant bells. “And we stand in a field of oil.”

Arsinoë’s lashes lowered, masking the steel beneath. “Then we make the fire serve us.”

Berenice’s gaze flicked to her daughter-in-law, weighing, measuring. “And when it burns him?”

“Let it,” Arsinoë whispered. “Egypt mourns, Egypt exalts, Egypt kneels to the widow who tames the wrath of gods. They will crave a savior. I will give them one.”

“The bones,” Berenice said, voice curling like incense smoke. “You will make them your altar.”

Arsinoë’s anklets chimed as she shifted, the sound bright as laughter yet cold as Nile water at dawn. “And you, Mother, will lay the first stone.”

A silence stretched, taut as a bowstring. Then Berenice’s smile bloomed—slow, venomous, a flower opening to the knife of the sun.

“So be it.”

Together they watched Ptolemy stride toward the skull, his robes streaming like a comet’s tail, his guards fanning out in a crescent of bronze and fear. He moved as if the sand itself bent to cradle his steps, his shadow a coronation stretching across the bones of vanished titans.

He knelt, head haloed in heat, hands trembling with something greater than awe.

Arsinoë’s fingers brushed Berenice’s wrist—a whisper of contact, a promise forged in silence.

“When the desert takes him,” Arsinoë breathed, “Egypt will be mine.”

Berenice’s smile did not falter.

“No,” she murmured, eyes like twin obsidian knives. “Ours.”

Ptolemy marveled at what he saw, as he studied the Gods’ gift for the first time.

A skull.

Not just any skull—a god’s skull.

Longer than a man, its jaws agape in eternal silence, its hollow orbits pulsing with unseen knowledge. The sand around it glittered with fragments of bone, like the shattered remnants of a forgotten war.

Ptolemy dismounted, his bare feet sinking into the scorched earth. He reached out—

—and the world split open. A vision.

Stars birthing and dying in the void. Beasts with scales of gold, ruling continents long drowned. A voice, neither male nor female, whispering: “You were meant for more.”

Then—PAIN.

Ptolemy screamed as his skull expanded, his nostrils flared as his nose sharpened, his synapses rewriting themselves. He collapsed, writhing, as his guards watched in horror.

When he rose, his eyes were no longer human.

The skull regarded him without eyes, yet saw. In its hollow vault, the desert wind whispered like an archivist turning pages of bone. Its silence was not emptiness but weight—a gravity of thought that dragged Ptolemy inward, down spirals older than suns.

Knowledge struck him like a lash of light. Not spoken, not written—inscribed in the marrow of his mind. Glyphs carved in neurons. Equations etched in fire. He convulsed as alien constellations bloomed behind his lids, constellations that spelled no names but sang of dominion, of ladders strung between galaxies, of thrones fashioned from collapsing stars.

You were meant for more, the voice pulsed, but now he understood: it was not promise, but imperative. His veins thrummed with maps of rivers that were not Nile but rivers of plasma, serpents of fusion curling in the womb of black holes. He saw cities rising like coral spires on seas of methane, empires warring in the silence between orbits. He saw himself—not man, not god, but axis, pivot of a cosmos that had never heard of Egypt, yet waited for his hand upon the lever.

The skull drank him in, hollow sockets flaring with invisible auroras. Thought speared through his flesh like javelins of molten glass. His tongue cracked on words too vast for breath: syllables that could braid light into ropes, could leash the fury of suns. His bones sang, brittle with new geometries. He felt his skull dilate, sutures yawning like gates, as if to house the swarm of visions seething inside.

When the paroxysm passed, he was kneeling, naked to the sand, breath heaving like a bellows. The world looked wrong—angles sharpened, colors flayed to their raw spectra. Time crawled, viscous, each second ringing like hammered bronze.

Behind him, voices babbled—guards, priests, his mother, his queen—but they were insects now, droning on the husk of a smaller world.

Ptolemy rose slowly, eyes glimmering with cold fire. When he spoke, the desert stilled, and even the bones seemed to lean closer.

“Build me an altar,” he whispered, and the wind carried his words like prophecy carved in obsidian.

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Memphis did not recognize its Pharaoh when he returned.

Gone was the spoiled brat. In his place stood something colder, sharper. His gaze cut through lies like a scalpel through flesh.

First, he tested his new sight. A vizier thought of betrayal—Ptolemy had him flayed before he spoke a word. A concubine hid poison in her kiss—he forced her to drink it as he watched, smiling.

Then, he turned to his women.

Berenice came to him that night, her body sheathed in moonlight, her voice dripping venom. “You ignore my counsel, boy. That is… unwise.”

Ptolemy turned. His smile made her blood freeze.

“Mother,” he murmured, stroking her cheek. “I see the rot in you now. The fear. You thought me a fool. But the gods have opened my eyes.”

She struck him—a mistake.

He caught her wrist, squeezing until bone cracked. “You will kneel,” he whispered, “or I will remake you into a lesson.”

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Egypt bent.

Ptolemy’s laws became perfect, inhuman. He designed machines that defied understanding. He predicted plagues before they came.

And the skull?

He enshrined it in his throne room, whispering to it in the dead of night.

One evening, Berenice and Arsinoë crept into his chambers, daggers glinting.

They found him waiting.

“Daughters of dust,” he sighed, as shadows unspooled from the skull’s hollow eyes. “Did you truly think to kill a god?”

The next morning, the Nile ran red.

And in the dunes beyond Memphis, another bone stirred.

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